"So what if he loves someone else? So what if your marriage didn't work? You fell in love for the second time for god's sake. Second time. Don't forget that asshole of a Nicholas. But still when you could fall in love with the man who never really reciprocated his feeling then why can't you just move on and fall in love again. No! What am I even saying? No! Don't just don't take it in your mind," she clutched her hair frustrated and bit the upper lips dismaying her own words.

　　"But I never really loved Nicholas and that is what Zachary made me realize!" tears pooled up in my eyes and I looked down hiding my tears feeling ashamed.


　　"Oh Juliette," I heard Marianna whisper.

　　"Look Juliette!" Kiara held my face and made me look at her.

　　"Your life isn't over," she said with determination filled up voice. She enunciated each word as if she was trying to get it straight to my mind.


　　"Do you hear me? Your life isn't over. Stop punishing yourself when it's not even your fault, God dammit,"

　　"Do you think being melodramatic, forcing yourself not to sleep, crying countless nights thinking you failed in love, emerging yourself into philosophical and strange books, forcing yourself to stay away from everyone will help you?"


　　"No! it won't but in fact, did you know what you have done?" she asked and looked at Marianna who shook her head positively at her.

　　"You have pushed the ones who were actually near to you. You pushed the people away who actually loved and cared for you. Ever thought about your mother? She calls me every day wanting to know about you. What do you do? You avoid her calls because you don't want her to know that you are still suffering. Do you think that doesn't hurt her? She is your mother, you idiot. If not your mother then whom do even expect to think and care for you? Mr. Zachary Udolf Sullivan?" she glared at me while speaking.

　　"You know what? It's not even his fault! You never told really told him that you" she pointed her finger at my direction "actually love that guy,"

　　"How in the world would he have known? I told you multiple times that go and tell him but yo-"

　　"Stop! Just stop!" I put my hand on my ears not wanting to hear it.

　　"Oh you have to listen!" she forced me to listen to her as she pulled my hands away from my ears.

　　"It's all your faul-"

　　"I know that it's my fault! Do you understand? So stop lecturing me! I know that it's entirely my fault because I was stupid enough to fall in love with a man who never ever really liked me or let alone ever speak good about me. So just stop making me feel even more guilty," I cried and walked to the bed and sat on the edge putting my elbows on my knees and hiding my face into my hands.

　　"See? Did you see that Marianna? She still doesn't get it!" I heard Kiara complaining to Marianna.

　　"I know! Just relax," Marianna spoke.

　　"She just doesn't get it that at least we care for her," Kiara's voice broke at the end and even though I heard her I refused to look at her.

　　"Her mother cries for her, her brother worries for her, her father thinks about her and here I am like a fool I'm just wandering around her. Every day it has been a duty for me to make her eat something, drag her to bed to sleep thinking that she would be sick if she doesn't have some rest, do you know this that like a joker, I try to make her smile by acting foolish around her? Every single night I read jokes from the internet thinking that I would speak it before her the next day during the breakfast and I don't really hope her to laugh but at least I would see her smiling but do you know what she does? She keeps on ignoring me and remains to play with her God damn food until it becomes cold and finally she throws it into the dustbin. And to my foolish jokes, all I get is a nod and quiet hum. This is the place of mine in her heart. I am just nobody," Kiara spoke and finally broke down into tears with Marianna consoling her.

　　"I go to my work and when I come back tired and fed up with the world, I have to deal with her in the house. You know she can't cook! It's totally fine with me but I can cook. When I come back expecting that at least she would have eaten whatever I made for her, do you know what I get? I find my food untouched. This is the thing she keeps on doing every single day. She thinks she has the only miserable life. What about me? Does she ever care about me? Did she ever ask how am I? Does she even know that the reason I shifted to Melbourne away from everyone because all of a sudden my parents whom I have kept on thinking as the perfect couple is not even a couple!" she yelled in frustration and as I heard that my head automatically whipped to her direction.i

　　"What? Shocked? Are you thinking why I have never told you this? Well, guess what I tried! I fucking tried! But you ignored me and continued to be drawn into your melodramatic shitty world," she snapped at me.

　　"My parents never really married each other. And my mom is not even my mother. I got to know this after you were gone with Zachary that I was born to Mrs. Delilah Richmond but not to Ms. Lizzie Richmond. My real mother left me with my father because she got to know about his extra-marital affair with his secretary. She left a newborn behind and truly like you devastated that she failed her marriage and love, she fled away. But thankfully my father understood it finally that she was his actual love of his life and though he didn't marry his secretary still he kept her with him making the whole world believe that she was his actual wife. Thankfully, Lizzie whom I have been thinking as my mom my entire life is far better than my real mother and she loved me more than my own mother could have ever loved me. I actually feel bad for her, because what did she ever get? Nothing! My father never married her and she never really had any child of her own because of some health problem. My real mother fled away only because she couldn't bear the betrayal and hurt she felt but in all this, she forgot about me. I just can't even believe my father. I just don't understand this shit that Man is polygamous? Infidelity was the cause of the situation that we are today," she cried.

　　"But still, in all this chaos I kept on thinking about you thinking that one day you will look right past me and you will help me deal with the situation. But all I have been doing is to wait. I have just been waiting and waiting for you to move on, to come back to us, but no- you are just too busy with your own life. What is this?" she yelled as Marianna tried to relax her.

　　"Fine! if you can't help me I won't help you. Why should I waste my life with all this? I want to be happy and I will make sure nobody gets into my way in between me and my happiness. I have had just enough of everyone," I watched as she angrily wiped her eyes and walked to the mirror and she searched for something.

　　She picked the eyeliner up and attempted to apply it on her eyes but failed miserably with the liner smudging her eyelids because of her trembling hand and continuous blinking of eyes as she forcibly stopped herself from crying any further.

　　"I said I will go to the club today and I will. I just don't care if you come or not. But for me? I have made up my mind I will not let anyone ruin the time of my life. I am going to enjoy it and nobody can stop me. I don't car-" she stopped and all of a sudden burst out into tears and angrily scribbled on the mirror using the liner.

　　"Oh, Kiara!" Marianna tried to stop her but she threw the liner on the floor spilling the black liquid on the ground and ran into the bathroom.

　　"Juliette,"

　　I wiped my face and stood up from the bed and took the dress that was on the chair. Walking into the bathroom, I watched as Kiara continuously splashed water to her face.

　　"I don't have any shoes to wear with this dress," I said after I cleared my throat to get her attention.

　　She stopped splashing the water and turned the tap off as she looked at me through the mirror. She kept both of her hands on the counter and looked at me cautiously with red puffy eyes.

　　"Wear mine then," she said and it was enough for me to throw my arms around her neck as I put my head on her shoulder and hugged her saying countless sorry's for my behavior.

　　"Forgive me. I am so sorry. I was ignorant," I said and she put one of her hand on my back and patted me lightly.

　　"It's okay,"

　　"I have decided!"

　　"No more of crying. Truly speaking, I also have had enough! I'm tired now and even though I just can't forget anything I'll try my best to move on," I said and finally watched as the sides of her lips curved up.

　　"Really?"