Axel

I stayed in my room the whole day and the next transfering my aggression on everything my eyes and hands set upon. I slammed my fist into the walls frustratingly such that holes filled the walls of my room.


I couldn't believe the only woman I ever had loved could hurt me this much.


'You should have heard her out, our mate wouldn't have done that without a reasonable excuse, but no you choose to chase her without hearing her out."



'Stop it, don't talk about her to me anymore, I wish I can erase every memory I had with her."



'No, even if you erase every thing you had with her, I wouldn't remove an inch of the memories, I will bask on them until she comes back and tell me what happened, and I would welcome her back. I regret ever being inside of you," Lucian said angrily and blocked me out.


I thought about what he said, and it made sense, maybe I overreacted. No, she lied, and I can't forget that part. Everyone I know always lie to me.

I began working and stopping my ruthless acts just to make her love me more, but now she did this to me. I'm going to make sure my ruthlessness becomes more.

Damian knocked at the door, and he opened the door gently.

' What do you want?" I growled gulping the contents of the whiskey bottle.

'The Elders wants to see you, and Axel, as a friend, stop drinking that, maybe she had an explanation for what she did. She reunited you and Derek, but you chase her away without listening to her. I thought you love her. Maybe she made the wrong decision by accepting you."

I slammed him angrily into the wall and rushed at him, pinning him, I wanted to choke him to death.


'I'm sorry Axel," he said, though I could see the anger in his eyes. What did she do to everybody that they were on her side and not mine.

But I couldn't bring myself to kill him not after everything we have been through. And this was the first time he was talking back at me, I threw him and walked out.

'He's right, you were just cruel and you were insensitive," Lucian spatted. I blocked him out, I didn't want to hear anythig from him.

Walking into the throne room, Jason was looking at me with triumph, I rolled my eyes if he thought he would get the throne now because of Vanessa's drama then he's the biggest joker of all time.

"Axel since you couldn't get a woman to be your Luna as we agreed, the throne is officially mine," Jason said, moving to the throne.

'Put your ass on that throne and I will make sure it's the last place you will ever sit on!" I growled. And I walked up to him and he went back in fear. I sat on the throne closing my eyes to calm my raging thoughts. If she was here, she would have helped me ease my anger before coming here. No, I opened my eyes, I'm supposed to start forgetting her.

'Now listen attentively because I won't be repeating it. Anyone else who tries to come close to this throne will have his head off. Now leave before I change my mind," I said.

The Elders left but Jason looked at me angrily, raising my brows at him. If he thinks I would be lenient like when Vanessa was still here then I won't hesitate to send him to hell.

'Do you want to say anything?" I asked, daringly. He shook his head and left immediately. I scoffed.


'I will never forgive you Vanessa," I yelled as I left the room. I met Derek and he was looking at me scoffing.

' What happened Derek?"

'I saw Vanessa, and while I was talking to her, she got cut up in a wind and disappeared."

I was troubled but remembering what she did, I continued walking away indifferently.

"Axel, did you hear me?"

"Yes, and I don't care," I said without any emotions escaping from my face or eyes.

"So you are this heartless, I thought you loved her, I should have let that vampire take her, you don't deserve her," he said and went out.

I stared at his back lost in thoughts, was I too hard on her? But she lied and deceived me all this while.

I was worried about her whereabouts, maybe I was too hard on her. No I'm not going to feel sorry for a lying woman. Time to find someone who would take the thoughts about her away from me.

I saw Emily and she was dressed in a slutty dress, I wasn't ready for any of her drama but I sure needed someone to transfer the emotions I was feeling into.

'Alpha, I know you are hurt by all that happened, it was bad and you are feeling down, but I can make you feel better," she said taking her dress up showing me her thighs. It wasn't even as thick and smooth as Vanessa's own, and my wolf didn't bulge a bit. But I wanted to hold someone.

I dragged her closer to my body, if I could feel any warmth and pulled her into my room, flunging her on bed, she smiled seductively and I rolled my eyes. She began pulling her dress and I turned her so I wouldn't see her face because I wished it was Vanessa instead.

I caressed her body, it wasn't soft as Vanessa's, Why can't I forget about that woman, her beauty, her touches, her smile, her thick body, and everything about her had driven me crazy.

I pushed Emily away as I growled hitting the wall in annoyance.

'Get out now! I don't want to see you anymore," I said and she pulled her dress over her body and ran out.

Looking at the garden from my balcony in frustration.

I whispered, 'Vanessa, what have you done to me?" If only she could answer.