AXEL P.O.V

Days were turning into weeks and weeks into months and I haven't even found any clue regarding the whereabouts of Vanessa. I was slowly losing it, barely sleeping and constantly drinking.


'Axel, you need to stop drinking, you will find her, that's for sure. I have a strong feeling about that," Derek said.

"I won't stop drinking until I can see and feel her close to me. I will apologize to her and make her forgive me for the heinous act I did to her despite all the love and care she had showed me," I said and drank more whiskey, burning my throat as it went down. Derek snatched the bottle from my hand.



'Derek, don't let me say give it back," I growled dangerously at him and he returned the bottle.

'Seriously, Axel you need to stop drinking this much, you will see her for sure."


'When will I see her? No, tell me when. I was a stupid idiot. She will hate me that, I know."

'Hate is a strong word Axel."

'What I did to her was stronger and heinous so I'm sure she hates me with much passion and will never want anything to do with me," I lamented sulking more.

I stood and left him in my office, heading back to my room to hold her clothes sniffing her perfume and using that to console myself.

I was hell-bent on finding her and I don't care what it would take to find her, come fire and brimstones.

A knock rang on my door and I groaned and asked whomever it was to come in. Camille came in, wearing a skimpy dress that showed all her body features and curves, although Vanessa's own was bigger and curvier with a flawless skin to add cherry in the top.

'Good evening, Alpha you look down, why don't you let me take care of you tonight," she said, winking and swaying her hips.

That wasn't a bad idea, but she disgust me, not as much as Emily did, maybe it was because I overheard her insulting Vanessa. I was too annoyed then to give it a second thought. I nodded, she smiled and came closer to me.

"Undress," I said all of a sudden and she was shocked, but she quickly covered up her fear and undressed showing me her medium sized breasts and narrow hips. While Vanessa's naked body would always turn me on, hers was just off-putting. I don't know what Vanessa did to me but I can't enjoy my women like I did before.

I brought her closer to me and began kissing her neck, she moaned but not as attractive and pleasuring like that of Vanessa. I dragged her to her room because I felt guilty about having anything to do with another woman on our bed.

Thankfully her room wasn't that far from mine, I opened it and slammed her into her bed, I turned her face to the bed and her butt up facing me. I pulled down my pants and entered into her without warning or foreplay to make her wet and she cried out in pain. I ignored her. I wanted it rough and painful for her so I can transfer all my frustration to her body. I was thrusting in and out very rough and in an inhumane pace, she began moaning in pleasure but I didn't want that. I wanted her to cry in pain so I could bask in her tears.

'Slut." I spat and went faster and she whimpered, good I thought, as I went faster than I can ever imagined I could and she started reaching back to pull me off her. But I wasn't having any of that so I held her two hands back and continued pounding faster till she started crying out. She had her climax but I wasn't even close to mine, so I continued seeking for mine.

'Alpha, please stop, you are hurting me," she pleaded, but her pleas were making me more intense in what I was doing.

'You came to my room for this, so take it from me you dirty whore," I said as I reached my climax and she slumped into the bed tired and in pains, but I scoffed and left her room to wash her smell off my body.

'Your highness, Your uncle is waiting for you outside in the courtyard," Damian said, and I went out to see him.

'You reek of sex, why don't you shower first?" Damian adviced and I thought about it. I turned back to my room to wash away Camille's terrible stench off my body, if it was Vanessa, I was sure Damian wouldn't have complained because she doesn't smell but her scent is a mixture of vanilla and honey. I miss my little frizzy mate.

I went out to meet my uncle and he was looking at me angrily, I know it was because I left him waiting for close to an hour now but I don't care.

'What do you want Jason?"

'The throne, I have come for it, for the last time in a peaceful way. You failed to install a Luna so you lost the right to that throne." He barked and I kept quiet. When he was done ranting, I rolled my eyes and started walking back inside without saying a word because I didn't feel the need to.

'Axel, have you gone deaf or blind that you can't see me?" I ignored him and his wrath increased.

"Go in, ignore me, you will lose the throne like you lost your woman because of your disgusting self. Nobody wants to stay with you, a better and more deserving man will take her and make her happy unlike you," he said, and I got triggered but I wouldn't let him know his words affected me so I didn't say anything to him and I went inside my room.

" Is that why she haven't come back, was I a disgusting man?"