HILDA P.O.V

Immediately I left the kitchen after cleaning the blood on the floor, I went into my room crying as I continued cleaning my hands.



I couldn't believe James would stab himself to show his hatred for me, I didn't mean to hurt him, I was only scared he would start hating me due to my inability to have a child for him.


Sitting down in my room would not solve the problem, I need to see James and get reconciled with him. I didn't blame Rhea for falling in love with Axel.


Supernatural beings are always the best at loving a woman, especially the high status ones. I was pitying her because I understood what she was going through, but that wasn't something I would tell her else, Mr Adam will have my head out from my body. I wonder how Racheal got entangled with a beast like him.

I went out of my room heading towards James' room in the servants quarters. I thought Mr Adam and Miss Racheal were having an argument and I got curious and I went over to the window listening to them.


I was surprised to hear it was Rhea, and her words were sad and hurting. I noticed all the ill treatment he has been showing to her these days and I was happy that she stood up for herself.


I continued walking down trying to find James's room when a hand pulled me and I screamed. I tried pulling myself but the hand's hold was too strong for me.


'Hilda, what are you doing here?" I knew it was James. I stopped struggling looking up to him. I expected to find the same hate I saw in his eyes when he saw me first, but it has disappeared, replaced with sadness,love and pain.


'I...I…" I closed my mouth to avoid embarrassing myself. He shocked me when he pulled me to his chest in a hug as he entered a room and closed the door.

After allowing him to hold me for some minutes, I pulled back and peered into his face.


'I am sorry for what I did to you…I was…" I was cut short by his lips on mine. I missed him so much, what was I thinking when I left him? He broke the kiss and placed his forehead in mine.


'You don't have to apologize Hilda, I'm more than happy you are back and you realize your mistake."

"Then why were you looking at me with hatred in your eyes?"

"That's pain not hate."

'You will forgive me that easily after everything I did to you?" I couldn't believe my ears. Maybe I was hallucinating.


"Yes. I forgive you, even the moment you left me, but I was lonely and hurt till the day you came back. I couldn't contain my joy, I was the happiest man on earth. Promise you will never leave me no matter what comes our way?" He asked, looking into my eyes.


'Yes, I promise. Thank you for giving me another chance," I said, hugging him as I cried into his chest

'Shush, your tears are hurting me," he said, and he cleaned my eyes.


"James, I need you," I said, and he understood what I was trying to say.


"Hilda, are you sure? You don't have to do anything to prove your loyalty, I believe and trust you wholeheartedly," he said, trying to be sure I wasn't asking him just to placate the situation.


'I know, but I really miss you and I want to get soaked in your musky smell," I said, and his eyes turned black with lust. His wolf was coming out and I was scared of his wolf because it was dominant and rough during sex, but as gentle as a dove at other times.


'James hold back your wolf, I can't stand his strength and he's too rough," I pleaded, but it was too late, his wolf was out already.


'I'm sorry, but you didn't say it in time, he's out already

"Mate…" it said with his deep husky voice and my center got wet with only his voice.

'Troy, be careful," I wished I could run out but I was sure he wouldn't let me pass that door before caging me in his arms.

'I can't be careful with you, because you intoxicate me to the extent I can't think steadily whenever you are close to me, and I haven't held you in my arms for years now, and you want me to be careful that's not going to happen sweetheart. But I will be a gentle little mattie." His words were making me feel hot.

'Troy…" I said, shuddering in desire, holding on to his arms for support.

Yes, that's what I'm talking about, see how much I affect you, that's not up to half of how much you make me feel," Troy whispered into my ears while blowing hot breaths into my neck.

'Stop teasing me James," I moaned, closing my eyes as I bit my lips.

'It's Troy not James, James is inside and enjoying your moans and struggles."

'Troy, stop it already," I said.

'Yes ma'am," he said, as he started kissing my lips before going down to my necks which was my weak spot. I moaned, followed by a mind-blowing lovemaking session, I lay on his bed in his arms.

"I am so happy you are back to stay," James said, holding me tightly.

"Me too."

"I love you so much Hilda. Don't ever try to run away from me except when you want to hear that I am dead," he threatened and I smiled.

"I won't," I said.


"What's Adam planning against the werewolves this time around?"

"He wants Rhea to get it, but she failed because she fell in love with him and she's his mate."


'Oh. Axel can figure himself out," I smiled as I kissed his chest.

"Don't get me started again Hilda," he said, groaning as I laughed.

'And promise you will pull that stunt of stabbing yourself again." I was scared at first but I remembered his wounds will heal immediately.

'I promise mattie. Now sleep," he said, and I fell in the most comfortable sleep I have had since I left him.