Chapter 37 I love you, Carissa.
"OH thank you so much panther ". Carissa clapped like a seal. Seeing her being happy warmed his heart. For this single smile, he is ready to take any step.
"Then…. I think you should pay something in advance". He was returning to his perverted self.
"What are you talking about?" all of the happy expressions from earlier fade away.
"About our deal....You just agreed now". He wanted to start the deal from now.
"I don't have my cheque book with me." From the pocket of pant she pulled out her phone, "tell me your account number, I will transfer some amount".
His face grew darker. Why the hell she is not getting his point? She is naive but naiver than he expected. Why would he need the damn money when he is the richest man? Noah suddenly stood up, she was still trapped between his legs. He leaned forward and in reflex Carissa moved backward, her back was bend over the table and was leaning on her body with his hands on her sides. Trapping her completely. Her thighs, abdomen, belly, breast everything was touching his body.
He could feel her heart beat. The warmth of her body and she was feeling his hard muscular abs against her soft body. The heat he was radiating was no joke. "I was talking about unlimited kisses." He whispered in her ear.
"WHAT!!" Carissa jumped shocked. She agreed to such a thing. "You hooligan. Get lost". Carissa was feeling betrayed. She placed her hand on his muscular chest to push him away but he is very strong, he did not even budge. Carissa was helpless.
Noah touched her lips with index finger, "Give me some advance payment".
Carissa looked at him speechlessly. Taking an initiative is a hard thing and she has never done this before. Her legs were losing strenth.. "I am not going to do it". She denied.
"Then that's the end of our deal". He was also firm in his decision. After all he is a successful businessman. He knows how to negotiate.
'Seriously he live up to his name. Always ready to attack the pitiful prey. Panther you are taking advantage of my situation.' Carissa thought.
Noah glanced in her eyes with gritted teeth and Carissa felt her world stopping. Just by a single look he was taking her breath away. She started to have an anticipation, being touched by his lips.
He grabbed the back of her neck and breath heavily, "Please don't shoot me for this". This wild lynx is out of his control when angry.
He placed his lips on her. Carissa found his soft lips very sweet. Like she is munching on a cotton candy. He kissed her passionately. Kiss is like a message between lovers and what he wants was clear to her. She can feel him controlling himself, holding back his desires.
The kiss was so intense that Carissa was unable to find whose air she is breathing. His warm and soft flesh played with her mouth for sometime.
Noah found her choking. He left her lips and moved down and gave an opened mouth kiss on her collarbone. Without her knowledge a moan left her mouth. This little sound was making him hard.... down. He was satisfied with her response and his work. She felt embarrassed and bit her bottom lip to control them.
He licked her, sucked her and bit her. When Noah was done marking her, he broke all the intimacy. Her grey eyes were closed and when she opened them she ignored his gaze and lower her eyes to look at the marbled floor.
He hugged her tightly. Carissa felt her blood circulating backward and her face was flushed.
"I love you Carissa. I don't know why I am saying such a thing at this moment. But I want you to know, what importance and place you have in my heart."
Those three magical words in his sexy voice were ringing in her head.
"Noah, what does the love means I don't know. The feelings I have for you I can't name them".
He broke the hug to look in her eyes, "So, why don't we give it a try".
"What do you mean?"
"Marry me".
Carissa saw the sincerity in his dark eyes. "I can't Noah. You will hate me for being stigmatized in the future".
He flicked her forehead, "Why are you having such bulls*** thoughts? Your past… it does not matter. It was a bad time which has already passed away. Being hooked up on bad memories and kicking away happiness, that's a stupidity. I just want your present, your future".
Her heart was touched once again. His words were melting her. "Are you sure?" She confirmed again.
"I am damn sure". He replied with affirming manner.
She wanted to believe whatever be was saying. If it is a deception then she wants to live in this deception. If it is a dream then she never wants to wake up from it. She wanted to yes to everything and try out the things which she is craving for.... only with him. Only he give a feeling of escasty.
Carrisa took a deep breath before saying, "Then, let's get marry". She said while looking in his dark eyes. Noah was stunned for a second. He was 99% sure that she will reject again, but he asked with the hope of 1%. We always reads in books that a miracle can happen with 1% and he saw this miracle happening at the moment.
His dark eyes formed a crescent and the dimple on his left cheek appeared. This is the first time after 10 years he smiled again.
Noah again embraced her petite body in a bear hug. "I am so happy Carissa. Thank you. Thank you so much for giving me a chance. I promise to make you happy".
Carissa eyes were filled with tears. Noah held her by shoulder to see her eyes, "Don't cry". With the tips of fingers, he wiped away those salty droplets and kissed her eyes. "I LOVE YOU, CARISSA and I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER".
"Noah I...." she was contemplating on what to say, what will be the perfect reply for now.
"Its okay. You don't need to reply now. Take your time. I will wait for you. I will wait for you until you are.sure of what you feels for me." It was like he has read her thoughts. He knows she is struggling mentally and he is willing to wait for her until she opens up. He is sure that one day his love will make her forget about the dark past. Darkness. Nightmares.
And on that day, he will hear her feelings. What she feels about him? Is she willing to submit? That day he will arose all the desires in her. He will make her realize what is the meaning of Love? What is the real meaning of sex? What is the meaning of real happiness?