Chapter 69 You are a complicated puzzle.
Her face changed, is he taking revenge?
His hand moved upward towards her underwear and he started to rub her part from above the pantie.
Her hands trembled and she could not eat anymore. Meanwhile he was as calm as the flowing water. His movements were swift as he was eating with one hand and continued to torture her with other.
She gave him a pleading loom but he ignored her and his finger slipped inside. Her breath hitched and became heavy. She bit her lower lip to control the weird sounds coming outside. She grabbed him arm to stop but he was like a fierce panther started to torture her more.
She was getting wet and his other finger slipped inside easily. The fork dropped from her hand and everyone on the table looked at her. She smiled awkwardly.
"I am done". She tried to get away from here as it was getting hard for her.
"It is bad manners when everyone is eating and you are going". Noah spoke with a mischievous smirk. She cursed him in her mind.
"You can go". Esme said.
But how can she go now? When he has ready pinned, put her at fault.
"Its okay, Mom". Carissa said.
He increased his speed and it was getting out of her control. She was trying to grab his hand to stop him but it was adding fuel to the fire. Her breath was getting heavier and she was trying her best to stop her moans.
Noah was done eating too and he felt her walls tightening. He knew it was getting hard for her. He pulled out his fingers.
She took a sigh of relief and closed her eyes to calm her nerves. But the next thing he did was enough to make her nose bleed.
He casually licked her fingers sucking her juices from it. Carissa opened her eyes widely. "What the fu**" she whispered softly.
"Having a desert". He winked and stood up leaving her stunned. Now it wasn't a bad manner to leave in between?
He has started to become a hooligan. She really cannot get used to his behavior.
Her phone beeped and she saw Panther blinking on it. She opened the text, "You are only allowed to drip on my tongue". Her hands trembled once again.
'I will not let you get away with this, Panther'. She thought.
At night as soon as she stepped inside the room she threw a pillow on his face. "Take this and sleep outside." She was fuming with anger. Like seriously, he was making her suffer while he was enjoying it.
Noah was surprised but still caught the pillow.
"GO AWAY". She shouted once again.
"You can shout, but let me tell you once thing, the rooms here are not sound proofed. And if I will sleep outside, what will my parents think?"
Carissa gritted her teeth. "Then, sleep on the couch". She pointed at the sofa, "You are banned from touching me". She announced her decision.
Noah came forward and sat down at the corner of the bed ignoring her tantrums.
"What were you doing in the morning?" he asked.
"Noah but you did that in front of everyone". She complained.
"Look, everything has its own charm, it was exciting". He replied moving towards her.
Carissa placed the pillow on his face and pushed him away. "Get to hell. You want to sleep on the bed, okay. I will sleep on the bedroom benching".
She held a pillow and comforter and made her way to the bench. Noah took a deep breath and massaged his temples. She can't sleep somewhere else.
"You can sleep on the bed, I promise I won't do anything".
"I am in no mood today. Good night". She denied and laid there.
He helplessly looked at his stubborn wife. "You will come back to me, Carissa". He gave her a warning and slept.
Carissa continued to toss and turn, but she could not sleep. She was surprised, what if in the future is no more with her what she will do. Without her knowledge, she has gotten so addicted to him.
Noah supported his head with his arm and continued to observe her restlessness. She really does make him anxious. He got up and sat on the floor beside the couch. "Can't sleep?" His deep resonating voice was heard by her.
She opened her eyes and saw him close to her.
"I am sorry. Hmm?" he once again apologized.
"You always do what you think of. You never consider my position".
He took a deep breath.
"Why? Now are you getting frustrated with me? No matter how hard I try I really cannot understand you. You start to ignore me then do such a thing in public. You are a very complicated puzzle." She shared her deep thoughts. "I now can understand why the people are so afraid of your mood swings and tantrums. You can do that outside, it is for your benefit, for the benefit of your workers….. but when you are with me I want you to be your real self, to be a simple minded person. I want you to tell me what's going on in your mind. I understand, it is hard in the start. I was like you too but I tried to open up with you." She paused and looked in his dark holes, "I am not as capable as you but I will try to be a good listener for you. Whom you can share your dark part along with glory. I don't want you to be the only one helping me…. I want to do something for you too".
She wanted to tell him these things for a long time. Carissa always finds him lonely. Even when he is with her she can feel that he is restraining himself, which always makes her anxious.
He listened to her attentively. Her words touched him. He does not tell her his secrets because he has gotten used to living alone, now he does not like anyone invading his personal space. It is a great improvement that he let her do this much. But it is only physically. He never allows her to touch his soul.
He continued to look at her, like he was organizing his thoughts. Like he is thinking of a most suitable answer to give her. Carissa also did not interrupt his thoughts.
After a long time of thinking, he nodded, "I will try, Carissa". He said.
His three affirmative words arose a ray of hope in her heart. She smiled beautifully and brightly, "Thank you, Panther". She creased his cheek with her hand.
He held her wrist and kissed her palm.
"I am sorry for earlier". He once again apologized.
"This is the last time I am forgiving you and stop doing things for which you have to apologize".
He becomes a fool in front of her. "It is not my fault. You are always looking so beautiful that it is hard to control myself".
Carissa pulled away her hand, "So, you are saying this is my fault?"
He was speechless. If he will say yes that will complicate the things more and he cannot say no too.
"Oh God, where I have landed myself". He gave words to his thoughts.
Carissa laughed, "It is too early to regret".
He shook his head in a disbelief.
"Get up now".
Instead of getting up she stretched out her arms so he could carry her to the bed. Noah easily carried her to the bed and gently placed her on it and covered her with a quilt. Noah laid and placed her head on his chest.
"I lesson…. Never wear a skirt when you are with Panther". Carissa spoke with her closed eyes.
He chuckled. "But this is only for you."
"Hey….. how can you think of someone else? I will kill you if you will even think about such a thing again".
"Good night. I am sleepy". He ignored her threat.
Carissa raised her head to take a clear look of his face, she blocked his nose with her finger making him unable to breath.
But he started to breath from mouth. Carissa saw this and covered his mouth with other hand. He did not resist at all, instead kissed her hand.
"HEY". She shouted at midnight once again.