Chapter 94 Desperation of being loved.
In the private room of the high class restaurant, Celeste twirls the pasta around the fork and puts it in her mouth deliciously. Edwin was busy staring at her. He was already full to see her enjoying it. The dim lights, candles lighting at the sides of the building, soft music playing was creating an ambiance of tranquility and comfort. It was soothing and healing. Due to his intense stares, Celeste choked on the food badly. Edwin calmly pushed the glass of water in her direction. She lifted her eyelids from the beautiful eyes to look at him, "Stop looking at me." She warned him with a serious face. But that was not going to stop him. Even he was amused to see her getting affected by it. She felt uncomfortable, "What is it? Tell me about it" Celeste asked, glaring at him with the gritted teeth. If they were not at a public place, a punch would have definitely landed on his face.
"Nothing, I am admiring your beauty". He replied nonchalantly as he was not affected by her threats even a bit. Edwin put his elbow on the table and rested his face on it.
He was telling cringy things. "Is this how you have talked to girls?" she suspiciously investigated.
Edwin stopped gazing at her, and suddenly focused on eating. It was the truth and he does not want to lie about it. He has seduced a bundle of girls with these sugar coated talks. Celeste laughed, she caught him off guard.
She held a glass of wine, and took a sip. Strong liquid created a burning sensation in her throat then in her stomach. She frowned at the taste but it was soothing. She enjoyed drinking it because at the end it tasted sweet. Unconsciously, her hands kept on reaching for it.
"Stop drinking so much. You will get drunk". He warned her beforehand.
Her cheeks were already flushed red, and the vision started to get blurry. She is not alcohol tolerant as there were no chances for her to get drunk due to the indefinable number of jobs. It was not a good sign at all. She was already drunk.
Edwin was about to snatch away the glass from her grip when she spoke in a most flirtatious way, "Pour some more". She extended her glass towards him. He was surprised.
Fuck!!!
Does she really have to talk this way?
He is always on the verge of losing it and why should she act this way?
She will be the death of him one day.
By the way, how can someone get drunk just with a single glass of wine? She acts all tough and mighty now and here see her turning into a cute puppy. He wanted to keep her as a pet. Imagine her wagging her tail and licking him all over. That ignited a fire in him.
She was about to fall off but he held her due to the quick reflexes. How can she not drink? But it was understandable too as it was very strong and old wine. That has been fermented for ages. On the top, she is not good with alcohol.
"You are drunk." He snatched the glass from her hand. She was not giving him good vibes, something was off and about to happen. His sixth sense was alerting him continuously.
"Hey… let me drink. It's been ages". She was unable to support her body, her voice was shaky too. It was hard to control her drunk body, "Please one more". She was begging him. She was already drunk, what was the use of stopping her now. Even though he does not want to pour her more but he did against the will. "Okay, it's the last one".
"Okay". She obediently replied like a small kid waiting for a candy and like all the happiness of the world has been put in her hands. Edwin poured her only a small amount, which she gulped it down like a water. He held his head in disbelief and ran his fingers in frustration.
Edwin sighed deeply, "Let's go. I will drop you home". It was the best choice to leave. He tried to make her stand up but she started to whine more, grabbing the attention from many customers.
"I don't-want to….go home. I am…all alone-there". She cupped her cheeks with her hands and replied pitifully. Sometimes, a person wants to break all the rules that have been made by them. They want to rebel against their own self to free themselves from the hectic life and routine. It was hard for her to do this while sober and the drink helped her in expressing the true feelings which she has bottler up for a long time.
"Then what do you want to do?" Edwin was getting impatient and frustrated. He asked with anger.
She laughed like an insane and manic, she was not herself, but maybe herself. It was impossible to comprehend the truth from the illusion. Maybe alcohol was helping her by making her reveal real self. "Stay with me". She said such a thing very easily, looking in his eyes with a burning glare, "Why? don't you want to?" she asked him again when he did not reply to her.
He wanted to place his hand on her mouth to make her quiet. She was touching his weakness. Stepping on his nerves, "You will regret it later". He was serious….hell serious and making her realize about the consequences and where this can take them. He threatened her a little.
Celeste came towards him by taking short steps and sat on his lap, he really did not expect such a thing from her. His mouth flung open due to the shock.
"Why are you thinking so much?" She asked, placing the hand on his shoulder.
He is thinking so much because it is her. If it was some other girl in place of her he would not have waited for a second. He is careful because it is her.
Celeste has already stepped on his weakest nerve.
He looked in her eyes, they were desperate, this desperation was indicating a lot of things. The desperation of being loved, being cared, being spoiled by him, through every way. In front of the world and in the bed. Her desires were not over shadowed too. He could feel them clearly in her burning eyes.
"I will drop you home". Instead of answering her question Edwin gave another suggestion. He held her hand to take her home but instead of going with him she closed his mouth with hers. What is wrong with her today? Why is she acting so furiously and rashly? He could not comprehend. If it is alcohol then that's an excuse.
Edwin was stunned by her boldness. Even in the dreams he never thought she could do such a thing. She was kissing his lips messily but he did not move at all. Edwin froze on the spot. He does not want to hurt her. Maybe after she wakes up she does not like being pushed away, maybe she will forget. A lot of thoughts were running in his mind. He held her from the shoulders and jerked her back, "I am telling you, you will regret this." He gave her a last chance to back off.
She looked deeply in his eyes, "I won't".
He carried her in a bridal style to a room, and placed her softly on the king sized bed. "Don't resent me". It was the last time he was making her aware of the action. She nodded her head in affirmation.
He was already on the edge of losing self control, he kissed her lips passionately, his warm flesh in her mouth was making her go crazy. She has never kissed someone like this before even if she was going to regret it in the morning, she was still happy to be with him. His hand cupped her breast and massaged it gently, while his mouth nibbled on her earlobe, she could not control herself at all, the pleasure he was giving her was too much to handle, the weird noises started to escape from her mouth. Her voice was making him more passionate. His hands roaming all over her body.
He was marking her body, sucking and licking her neck and cleavage. He opened the zipper from the back of her dress and pulled it down. Celeste was only in her bra and underwear. He was gazing intensely at her naked body, just his gaze was enough to send her body on fire, she covered her face with her palms, it was her first time being looked at by someone in this way. He smiled at her cute and shy face and got rid of the last two remaining pieces. She tried to cover her body with her hands, which he held to stop her. He hovered over her and spoke huskily in her ear, "Don't be shy". Actually, it was her first time, and he was unaware of it. Edwin took off his shirt and pinned her hands on the top of head. He was kissing her neck and moving slowly downward to her shoulder and the mound, sucking the life out of her body.
It was getting too much for her fragile body, and when his teeth dug into the smooth flesh, that was the end. A sound came out, she bit her lower lip to stop them.
Edwin kissed her lower abdomen and inner thigh, but her question made him stop from loving her, "Do you love me?" He could not move anymore.