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The Forsaken Luna
Chapter 14
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POV Aria

Morning sunlight streams through the window, and I've been awake for hours. I barely slept last night, my thoughts returning repeatedly to the battle in the square, to the moment Drake intercepted Lilith to protect me.


My wolf paces restlessly inside me, sensing the change in our bond. Since Drake arrived in Silver Lake, the bond has strengthened, no longer the thin thread that was nearly broken. It makes me uneasy. I've grown accustomed to independence, to making my own decisions.

"You're thinking about him," Elena says from the doorway.

I don't deny it. "He's changed."


"People always change after losing something important," she walks in, handing me a cup of tea. "The question is whether that change is enough, and whether it lasts."

I sip the tea, grateful for her directness. "I don't know what I want, Elena. I've built a life here. I have students, purpose, and... freedom."


"But you still love him," she points out.

I sigh. "My wolf never stopped loving him. Even at the worst times."

"And the human part of you?"

It's a good question. My wolf yearns for its mate, that's instinct. But me, Aria, the warrior, the instructor, the soon-to-be mother—what do I want?

"I don't know if I can trust him again," I finally admit. "He's disappointed me too many times."

Elena nods. "Trust, once broken, is hard to rebuild. But not impossible."

She leaves me to my thoughts. An hour later, I stand in the center of the training grounds, leading my students through morning exercises. I can feel Drake watching from the edge of the field, not interrupting. His presence is both unsettling and strangely comforting.

After training, I gesture for him to follow me to a small grove nearby. It's where I often come to think, away from curious eyes and ears.

We sit on stones beside a small stream. For a while, we just listen to the sound of flowing water.

"What is it you want to say, Drake?" I finally break the silence.

He takes a deep breath. "First, I want to apologize again. Not just for what happened with Lilith, but for how I treated you for years. I tried to mold you into what I thought a Luna should be, instead of appreciating who you actually were."

I nod, waiting for him to continue.

"I found your journal," he says. "After reading it, I investigated what Lilith did to you. I should have done that sooner. I should have believed you, not her."

"Yes, you should have," I say quietly. "But you didn't."

He winces. "I didn't. I let gratitude to her father blind me. Made me unable to see her manipulation, your pain."

I look at the stream, remembering the pain of those days. "Do you know what hurt the most? Not that you believed her instead of me. It's that you didn't even give me a chance to explain. You had already decided I was guilty."

"I know," he says softly. "I have no excuse."

We lapse into silence again. A bird sings in the branches above us.

"What you've built here," Drake eventually says, "it's impressive. Your students respect you, the townspeople protect you. You've found your place."

"Yes, I have," I agree. "Without you."

He nods, accepting the sting. "I see that. I see the real you—the one I tried to change all along. You were right, and I was wrong. You're a natural leader, a strategist, a warrior. These aren't flaws, they're your greatest strengths."

His words surprise me. This is an admission I never expected to hear from him.

"So why are you here, Drake?" I ask directly. "The apology has been said. The explanation given. What else do you want?"

He looks at me, vulnerability in his eyes that I've never seen before. "I want you back. Not as the Luna I imagined, but as yourself. With your warrior identity, your strategic mind, all of it."

My heart races. "You expect me to give up everything here? My students? My independence?"

"No," he shakes his head. "I don't expect you to give up anything. I... I would be the one to give up."

This shocks me. "What?"

"I would give up the Alpha position, if necessary," he says, his voice firm. "I could come to Silver Lake, instead of you returning. Or we could find middle ground. I just know I don't want to live without you and our child."

I stare at him, trying to comprehend his words. Drake, a powerful Alpha, willing to give up his territory, his status?

"You can't be serious," I say.

"I've never been more serious," he answers. "These months have shown me what truly matters. Not power, not status, but family. You."

My wolf whines inside me, desperate to believe him. But the human part of me still hesitates.

I take a deep breath, feeling the slight movement of our child within me. This decision isn't just about me, but about my child, about everything I've built in Silver Lake.

"Drake," I finally say, my voice calm but firm. "I believe you're sincere. I believe you've recognized your mistakes. But it's not enough."

His expression freezes. "What do you mean?"

"I mean that some wounds are too deep to heal," I say. "You betrayed my trust. When I needed you to believe in me most, you chose someone else. When I needed you to support my warrior identity, you tried to change me."

"I know," he says quietly. "I made terrible mistakes. But I can change, Aria. I am changing."

"People don't really change, Drake," I shake my head. "They just reveal their true nature more clearly. Your nature is that of an Alpha, a leader, someone used to controlling everything. Even if you're willing to set that aside now, someday you'll regret it. Someday you'll resent me for what you gave up."

"No," he says urgently. "I won't."

"You will," I insist. "And I can't take that risk. Not for myself, and not for our child."

I stand up, and he rises too, desperation in his eyes.

"What about our child?" he asks. "I have the right to be their father."

"Yes, you do," I agree. "You can visit, be part of their life. But we won't be together again, Drake. That relationship is over."

I see pain flash in his eyes, then deep sadness.

"I understand," he finally says, his voice hoarse. "I respect your decision. But I want you to know, I'll never give up hope. However long it takes, I'll prove to you that I can be the man you and our child deserve."

I nod, feeling a wave of sadness wash over me. Perhaps in another world, under different circumstances, we could have found a path forward together. But in this world, the damage was done, trust broken.

"Goodbye, Drake," I say softly. "Good luck."

I turn and walk away without looking back. I can feel him standing there, watching me go, our bond painfully tugging with the separation. But I continue on, back to my students, my new life, the path I've chosen for myself.

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POV Drake

I stand by the stream, watching Aria's figure disappear into the trees. My wolf howls inside me, feeling a pain unlike any I've known before. I lost her once through my blindness and pride. Now I've lost her again, despite being willing to give up everything.

This is my own doing. I know that. I destroyed her trust in me, and once lost, such a thing is nearly impossible to rebuild.

I walk slowly back to town, each step feeling like it weighs a thousand pounds. The townspeople see my expression and wisely keep their distance. I return to my room at the inn, close the door, and finally let the grief overwhelm me.

My wolf wants to howl, to run after her, to force her to return. But I know that would only make things worse. What she needs is respect, space, time. Perhaps, just perhaps, time will prove my sincerity.

Marcus knocks and enters, seeing my state and immediately understanding.

"She refused," he says quietly. It's not a question.

I nod, not trusting my voice.

"When do we return?" he asks.

I take a deep breath, trying to control my emotions. "First thing tomorrow. There's no reason to stay here any longer."

Marcus nods and leaves the room, giving me space to be alone.

That night, I don't sleep. I stand by the window, looking out at the distant training grounds where lights indicate Aria is still working. Even after a day like this, she remains strong, moving forward. That's the woman I fell in love with—resilient, never giving up.

And I failed her.

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At dawn the next day, we set out for our territory. The journey from Silver Lake is long and silent. My heart remains there, with my Luna and our unborn child.

As we cross the Northern Mountains, the weather suddenly turns. A snowstorm appears from nowhere, visibility rapidly decreasing.

"We should find shelter," Marcus suggests. "This weather is too dangerous."

But I just want to get back to the territory, away from the painful memories. "Keep moving," I command. "We can handle a little snow."

It's a fatal mistake.

When we reach the narrowest part of the mountain path, a loud rumble comes from above. I look up to see an avalanche of snow rushing toward us.

"Run!" I shout to Marcus and the other guards.

I push them away, but don't have enough time myself. The avalanche engulfs me, pushing me over the cliff edge. I feel intense pain, then cold, endless cold.

When I regain consciousness, I'm buried under snow, unable to move. I try to call for help, but my voice is too weak. My legs are pinned under rocks, and I can feel life draining away.

I think of Aria, of our child. I'll never see them now. Never know if it's a boy or girl, never teach them how to shift, how to be an Alpha.

My wolf whimpers weakly, feeling the bond fading. I hope Aria won't feel too much pain. I hope she'll think I just returned to my territory, continuing my life as she continues hers.

The cold becomes more intense, my thoughts growing fuzzy. I imagine Aria holding our child, teaching them fighting techniques, telling them stories about their father. I hope she'll tell them the good parts, not just my mistakes.

"I love you, Aria," I whisper, my voice lost in the howling wind. "I love our child."

I close my eyes and let the darkness take me.

---

**POV Aria**

Three days later, while instructing students at the training grounds, I feel a sudden, searing pain. The bond, already weakened but still present, suddenly snaps.

I fall to my knees, unable to breathe.

"Aria!" Elena rushes to my side. "What is it?"

"Drake," I gasp. "The bond... it's gone."

Elena's face pales. "That's not possible. Unless..."

We both know what it means. A bond only breaks completely in one circumstance.

Death.

My wolf howls in grief, and I can't control my tears. Despite rejecting him, despite saying we couldn't be together, I never imagined losing him like this.

A week later, news arrives. Drake's party encountered an avalanche in the Northern Mountains. Marcus and the other guards survived, but Drake's body remained buried under snow until it was found three days later.

He died alone. Cold, isolated, far from home, far from his mate and unborn child.

I stand on the cliffs of Silver Lake, looking toward the distant mountains where my former Alpha, my child's father, is buried. I stroke my swollen belly, feeling the life within.

"I'll tell them everything about you," I whisper to the wind. "Your courage, your strength, your willingness to change. I'll tell them their father was a complicated man who made mistakes, but in the end, understood what truly mattered."

My tears fall, but my voice remains steady.

"I forgive you, Drake. May you rest in peace."