Amelia's Diary
August 1st,Sunny

I will try my best to forget everything and start anew,for myself and for Lily.
During this period,Lily has taken me to many places.
We've eaten a lot of delicious food.I know she wants to help me get over it.
I won't let her down.
August 2nd,Sunny
Time passes so slowly.When will Lily come back?

August 3rd,Cloudy
I—(scratched out forcefully)
I(scratched out again)
I think I saw him.It was him,I'm sure I didn't mistake him!

It really was him.
Why is he here?
What should I do?
August 10th,Sunny
I haven't dared to go out these days.I want to tell Lily.
But I'm afraid of delaying her work.She has already taken a month's leave for me.
What if I was wrong?
Lily will definitely rush back in a hurry.
No,forget it.
I must have been wrong.How could he be here?
It's impossible,impossible.
August 11th,Heavy Rain(Each word is bolder than before,as if she was writing with great effort.There are also several places where the notebook is scratched by the pen tip and a few water stains.)
I went downstairs to take out the trash and then went to the convenience store to buy water as usual.
When I came out,I saw him again.
He was staring straight at me.
I was so scared that I took to my heels and ran,going directly through the emergency exit.
I didn't dare to stay at the elevator entrance.I was afraid he would catch up with me.
It really was him,it was him!
What should I do?What should I do!
Should I tell Lily?Should I call the police?
Has he been following me?Could he have tracked me here?
He's been staring at me!
That's why he appeared in the convenience store downstairs!
But how did he know I was here?
August 12th,Heavy Rain
He(scratched out)
Beast(scratched out forcefully)
He found me and rushed in on the pretext of delivering water.
He locked the door behind him.
I was so scared that I desperately pulled at the doorknob.As soon as I opened my mouth to shout for help,
he grabbed my hair and pulled it so hard that it hurt.
My scalp felt as if it was being torn apart.
He covered my mouth and nose with his hand,and I couldn't make a sound.
I struggled and slapped desperately,and I was thrown onto the sofa.
Before I could react,I was slapped twice in the face.
I just felt a burning pain on my face,and tears welled up in my eyes from fear.
I really hoped someone would come to save me.I really wished Lily would come back at this moment.
I opened my mouth to shout for help,but to my dismay,I found that my throat was blocked and I couldn't make a sound.
He roughly tore at my clothes and pants.
He twisted my hands behind my back and tied them.
He wrapped tape around my mouth.
His mouth opened and closed,"Remember that night at the seaside?"
I stared at him in horror and struggled desperately.
I wriggled towards the corner of the sofa and shrank back.
This little distance of escape was not enough for him to catch me with one grab.
He grabbed my ankle and laughed as he dragged me under him.
I could only stare with tears in my eyes and groan softly.
The sofa was shaking violently,and I twitched up and down like an electrocuted pig.
I really felt like vomiting.I felt so disgusted.
I want to die,I want to die so much!
Before he left,he untied the clothes that were binding my hands and also tore off the tape.
He patted my face as if patting a plaything."Be good.I'll come again."
I was so scared that my lips were trembling.That's all I could do,that's all I dared to do.
I didn't dare to hit him or fight back.
I didn't dare to call the police or tell Lily.
I didn't dare to ask for help.
I don't know why.I'm scared,I'm so scared.
Just die.Maybe I should just die!
"Bang!"
I closed the diary forcefully and cried until my whole body was shaking.
My nails dug through the cover of the diary.
I took a deep breath and opened the diary again...