"Alpha" Mirela heard a man's voice outside of the room and he knocked the door gently twice. Mirels recognized the voice and she knew it was Ascian's beta. Pulled herself away from Ascian she looked up at him with emotionless eyes.
"Let me go," she stated.
With a smile he placed his hand on her face and caressed her smooth cheek.
"No." He smirked at her and walked towards the door as he opened it.
"Alpha, the clothes you asked for" The beta said.
"Go to the changing room and put them inside my closet. There's a free space for those clothes" Nodding at his beta Ascian spoke showing the changing room.
"Do as Alpha said" as soon as the beta said that two maids entered the room with two sizable clothes trolleys.
Mirela looked at the women's clothes sets that were brought into the room and her heart turned cold. She's not stupid, so she knew those clothers are for her.
"Oh.. you're gonna let me wear what your mistresses wore?"
With a sarcastic chuckle she looked at him. Ascian let out a deep sigh and looked at her.
"Throw them away. I don't wear what his whores wore" Mirela's shout gasped everyone who present there except Ascian. The maids are already shivering, and also his beta. They knew what kind of man Ascian is, not only that they were scared because of the way she insulted their alpha.
"No one has worn these dresses. These things I bought three years ago"
Everyone was shocked again, for the first time in their lives they witnessed how calm their alpha was and how he explained the truth to the gorgeous woman who is in his room. Those maids haven't seen a woman as gorgeous as Mirela in their lifetime and they were surprised because of her attitudes towards their great alpha.
"Oh.. three years ago? For whom?" walking towards him she looked into his eyes. A sneer appeared on her face as he looked at him. Letting out a deep sigh he looked away from her gaze, which made him regret his actions from three years ago.
"Mirela you know the answer, just stop" he spoke in a low voice, Mirela watched him for a while and her eyes moistened. She didn't know why he did that but she knew he was not a man who cared about other's needs.
"Why?" grabbing him from his arm she made him look at her, she wanted the answer, she wanted to know why he bought clothes for her.
"Hurry up and put them inside" wrapping his arm around her waist he ordered maids again with a strict voice. They immediately put the clothes inside and ran out of the room.
"Alpha, we have to attend a gala tonight." Ascian's beta spoke while looking down.
"Alright, arrange everything" He simply said as he dismissed his beta from the room. After the beta left the room, Ascian pulled Mirela closer to him and looked at her face.
"Go with me tonight" he caressed her face as he whispered, but she didn't respond to him by words but she pushed him away.
"Go with one of your women, I'm not going," she said calmly and turned to leave.
But soon she was grabbed by her arm to him. She looked up at him and saw his dangerous emerald eyes. He was angry.
"I don't have fucking women Mirela" he snarled.
She watched how angry he was and her heart turned cold with the thought of how he touched that woman last night. She simply smiled at him and shook her head.
"Okay, you'll find someone when you go there" she stated. She didn't believe him anymore and especially after what he did to her three years ago. He really acted well.
"You really want me to go to another woman? As I remember correctly you didn't like that." he asked her, his eyes were somewhat hurt but she didn't care because no pain can match with her pain from three years ago.
"Mm. I didn't like that but you did it, didn't you? You liked to do everything that I didn't like"
"I know you Ascian, I'm not stupid as three years ago"
Smiling at him through her tears she just spoke. She got to know that he didn't love her and he didn't like her when she stayed closer to him. He simply hated her, all he wanted was to feel how it felt when they have sex, he didn't want her as his mate, he just wanted to fullfill his lust for her.
"I did but I didn't do one thing you asked me not to"
He again grabbed her from her slim waist and hugged her so tightly. Burying his face against her neck he inhaled her scent deeply. For some unknown reason her heart was beating fast, she didn't want her heart to beat for him like this.
"It was only you, I didn't have any woman in my heart. You haunted me every night over these years, you were always there in my dreams and you just didn't leave me alone even after you left"
Tears rolled down from her eyes as he said those things, she felt him kissing her neck and her marking spot.
"Did you love me Ascian?" without pushing him away she asked, she felt him hold his breath and she smiled at herself for still having a little hope in her about his love. He didn't love her and it was a painful fact.
If he loved her he would never do something like that to her while knowing that she loved him. She came with him willingly without listening to her brother.
"No"
His answer was honest and she really appreciated him for that. She forced herself not to cry like a teenage girl who lost her first love. Biting her lower lip she calmed herself down but she failed even after three years she's still crying for his love. Tears rolled down from her eyes and she just simply nodded and pulled herself from his embrace.
"Yes you didn't" Wiping her tears she looked up at him again and smiled. They are impossible and there's no way to fix her broken heart. Now she just only wanted to spend a peaceful life with her son.
"We will never be together Ascian, just don't force me to stay here. Let me go. I want nothing but peace" she said.
As soon as she said that Ascian's face grew dark, his eyes turned sharp and dangerous. Within a second, he grabbed her chin forcefully and stared into her eyes.
"Why? You want to go back to that bloody pack and get fucked by that bastard? You even made him fall for you?"
"I fucking saw the way he looked at you with a fucking lovely gaze. No one can look at what's mine like that"
He lashed out at her, clenching his jaws. She knew that he was dangerously angry but she didn't care and she didn't feel fear.
"Why? Can't I be loved by someone? You never loved me so you don't have to bother about anything. I wanted to be loved ever since I was young but I failed to have it. So I will never miss the chance"