The next morning, when Ascian woke up Mirela was still in deep sleep. He sat up on the bed and watched her for a while. He was hugging her to sleep so she was turning his side. As he looked at her, he slowly moved his eyes through her perfect body.

Because of the way she was sleeping, he could see how slim her waist was and with her hip size it was just so fucking awesome. Taking a deep breath, he looked away from her body. Then got up from the bed as he covered her with a quilt.


Ascian walked into the washroom and showered, his mind was a mess. His mind kept repeating the words she said to him yesterday.

He can't see her with another man and it was the fact he wanted to hide but he doesn't love her, then why the hell he doesn't want to see her with another man? The thing she said yesterday hit straight into his mind but yet he's not ready to think that he's in love with her.

'I will find an answer for that,' he thought.


After taking a cold shower, he wrapped a towel around his lower body before walking out of the washroom. As he walked out, he saw Mirela who was arranging the bed. He watched her and at the same time his mind forced him to remember how she did all those things three years ago.

He had everything, he was rich and if it was another woman, they would never try to do anything a woman should do for the home. But she wasn't like that, she cooked, cleaned and did everything as if she was a perfect wife.


Every morning, she made a healthy fruit juice and took it for him with a smile. She was just perfect in all ways. He had enjoyed everything for a week. She waited at the door with a beautiful smile until he went to work. Then again she welcomed him with a beautiful smile when he came home, even if he was tired she made his tiredness go away with her smile and the kiss she always gave to his jaw.

But yet he hurt her and made her leave, after she left he couldn't forget. He was already addicted to her things, there was no one to welcome him home with a smile, there was no one to make juices for him and fix his shirt. He suffered, he suffered for three years, he felt she was a deadly drug and he was addicted to it dangerously but he couldn't take it for so long because he lost.

"What do you want to eat?"

He was pulled back from his thoughts as he heard the same woman's voice once he missed. Ascian walked towards her and stared into her eyes. They were just not sparkling like they used to be when three years ago.

"Anything" he answered.

Then he walked into the dressing room and closed the door, soon after he heard the sound of the door opening and closing. Ascian looked at himself through the mirror and he couldn't understand why he's keeping her here like this.

He doesn't love her but he wanted to keep her with him. Not only that, he's still hurting her. Clenching his fists he let out a deep sigh. He was trapped in a maze and no one can pull him out of it, he should just help himself to find the path and come out. The maze was not just something, it was Mirela Elizabeth, the woman who made a scar on his heart.

Changing into his clothes, he walked out of the dressing room. Then he grabbed his wrist watch and wore it while walking out of the room. As he walked downstairs, Mirela came and looked at him. Then she just lowered her head and walked upstairs without even talking to him.

He sighed and walked into the dining room, his heart was stabbed as he saw the fruit juice and his breakfast. His fists unintentionally curled to the ball and he walked and sat on his seat. It was mango juice.

An unknown smile appeared on his face after realizing it was thursday.

"Ascian, you should just have healthy meals. I'll make you juice everyday and I'll do it according to days. Then you won't miss it." she said while making mango juice for him. He just did nothing but watch her while sitting on the kitchen countertop as if he was a little child.

"Today is Thursday, every Thursday you should have mango and then in other days I'll make you orange, watermelon, lemon, apple and others okay? Drink now"

She smiled at him and kissed his cheek giving the glass of mango juice. He wasn't interested but he sighed and drank all.

"Good," she smiled at him.

Ascian finished the whole glass and put it on the table as he forced himself to forget the memories. It was still as delicious as three years ago. He waited for a while and finished his breakfast. After finishing his breakfast he wanted to go and see her but she was already beside him.

Wearing a long silk floral gown, she was just so gorgeous. She looked at him for a while and looked at the food plate he finished, then she took it and entered the kitchen.

She was still doing everything for him, his maids also did everything but not like this. Mirela was special, he didn't pay her for doing his things, she just willingly did everything because she thought it was all her responsibilities.

Taking a deep breath, Ascian entered the kitchen and saw her washing dishes, he walked towards her and hugged her as he buried his face against her neck.

"Let go.. Don't touch"

She pushed him away and continued what she was doing. He was again pushed by her. He looked at her and clenched his jaws. No matter what he did, no matter what she did for him, when she pushed him away his blood will always be burned from anger.

Ascian again wrapped his arms around her waist and started to kiss her neck. Again he was pushed by her. Fury took over him and he grabbed her from her arm and threw her against the wall near the refrigerator. He saw eyebrows twitched from pain because of the wound on her back.

"Push me one more time, I'm gonna fucking kill you Mirela" he roared.

He was angry because of her attitudes, she shouldn't push him away and she has no right to push him away. He owned her. He grabbed her from her chin and made her look at him.

"Why can't I touch you? I fucked you three years ago, did you forget that?"

He was angry, he was angry because she just pushed him away. Not only him but also he was also angry. Mirela looked at him and slowly lowered her head.

"I remember but I just can't forget what you did to me after that night"

Hearing her answer, his heart felt someone was stabbing it over and over again. Her reason was really something. He let go of her face and took a deep breath.

"Then why are you treating me the same way you did three years ago? Cooking for me and doing everything?" he asked.

He just couldn't bear this change of her, if she treats him like the same way she did before, why can't she just let him touch her?

"You're my mate and I would always treat you better but that doesn't mean I can forget the pain you caused me. You witnessed a little of my pain but will never know what really happened to me so please Ascian… just let me be"