When Ascian pulled himself out, Mirela was in deep sleep. He fucked her mercilessly because of the anger inside of him. Getting up from the bed, he looked at her pathetic profile after being exhausted by his stamina.

Taking a deep breath, he pulled the quilt and covered her body as he walked into the washroom. His heart was still hammering against his chest. He couldn't forget the way she had used to escape from him even after knowing there was a rogue attack.


He turned on the cold water and walked under the shower, it was still raining and cold but yet he wanted to feel cold. While he was showering his mind kept repeating how she asked him for concentrative pills. Even if he didn't want a child, she had no right to ask for that thing from him. Clenching his fists he closed his eyes.

He will make her suffer and he will make her give birth to his children. Anyways, he needs a child to be the future alpha, he wasn't interested in letting another woman give birth to his child, he wanted his mate.

His heart was cold and dangerous, turning off the shower he wrapped a towel around his waist and walked out of the washroom. Then he walked towards the bed to check her and saw she was already sitting up on the bed while resting her back against the headboard of the bed.


He stepped closer to the bed and suddenly she looked at him angrily and grabbed a pillow before throwing it to his face. Ascian caught the pillow before it hit his face, then he pressed his lips together and looked at her as he threw it away.

He was rough and strong while she was soft and delicate, so she couldn't bear his movements. Now she's furious at him and he was the one at fault. He could have just patiently done it to her.


"Take a shower"

He looked at her and said. She watched him for a while and looked away from him as she again looked out of the window. Taking a deep breath he walked towards her and gently grabbed her from her arm. As soon as he did that a ruthless slap fell on his face and he clenched his jaws, tightening the grip he had around her arm.

"Don't touch me ever again. If you're horny, you're free to fuck any woman"

He looked at her tear filled face and let go of her arm. She was the same woman who asked him not to go to other women because she's there for him, now she's telling him that he's free to fuck any woman.

His heart was really hurting him because of her. Without uttering a word, he walked into the dressing room and changed into black pants and a black shirt. Coming out of the dressing room he again looked at her but she was looking out of the window while tears were rolling down from her eyes.

Looking away from her, he walked out of the room and went downstairs. Then he saw someone waiting in the living room once he asked to leave after Mirela left that day.

"Alpha.." the woman looked at him and greeted. Then he looked at her for a while and nodded with a small smile on his face.

"Didn't you come yesterday? I sent a message," he said.

"I came, she asked me to leave and come today," she answered.

Ascian watched the woman for a while and nodded with an understanding gaze. Mirela loved to talk with her and she always cared about this old lady. So no wonder why she asked her to leave.

"She's in the room, help her to take a shower"

He looked at her and said, then he walked out of the house. His wolf was broken and hurt, he couldn't understand why but he knew there's a problem with Mirela that she doesn't want to tell him. His wolf was forcing him to go back where he dragged Mirela with him

"Alpha.. Are you going somewhere?"

Hearing his beta's voice, he nodded. He's going to see what she left behind. Getting into the jeep he asked his beta to drive to the pack where she lived for three years. His wolf wasn't not satisfied and he wanted something more.

So Ascian was forced to find it. While the jeep was moving forward, he looked out of the window and watched the rain. Rain brought him pain and unforgettable scars, soon the rain pulled him to a memory which he didn't want to recall.

"Father… wake up…. What happened?"

A boy was crying while trying to wake his father up who was covered with blood. He was only ten years old and he didn't have much knowledge about death, he thought his father was injured.

"Please wake up… it's raining heavily," he cried.

No matter how hard and how much he tried to wake his father up, he didn't wake up. He didn't know that his father was killed.

"Come here baby, let's go"

Suddenly a woman came with tears and hugged him, he looked at her wanting to see if it was her mother but it wasn't. It was someone who he never knew, but she was crying looking at his father.

"Why are you crying aunty?"

Looking at her, he asked. She immediately shook her head and smiled at him forcefully before carrying him and hugged him against his chest.

"Father has gone for a trip, you will stay happily until he comes back okay?"

She kissed his forehead and said. Then he waited for a while and nodded at her but he was confused because his father was still there but ignoring that he decided to believe what the woman said.

Then she walked away with him, leaving his father on the cold ground while the rain was falling down mercilessly. He rested his chin on her shoulder and watched his father until he couldn't see him.

"Ascian.. You should be a good boy and be strong, okay? Father will take a long time to come back to you but don't be upset, aunty will be there or you"

She smiled at him as she cleaned him and placed him on the bed. He obediently nodded at her with a smile because he found her so lovely than his mother, she talked to him with love and care while his mother never did.

"How do you know my father, aunty?" he asked.

Then she smiled at him painfully but he was too small to see the pain in her smile. Then she pinched his cheek and caressed his face.

"Aunty loved your father so much, so we knew each other," she replied with a smile.

Ascian forcefully pulled his mind back from that painful memory. Now, as an adult he could understand what she meant that day by telling that she loved his father. She had loved him so much while his father had loved that disgusting woman who gave birth to him.

He still thinks that if his father loved her too, she would be his mother and she would love him with everything. So he wouldn't be in the status now he's in. if his mother didn't kill her she would've still loved him as a mother.

He hated his mother with everything and even after she died he still hates him, she killed everything that he loved. Not only did she hurt his father but also killed the woman who loved his father and him with everything she had.

Forcing his hatred back, Ascian looked ahead and saw they were closer to the pack Mirela lived. He's going to find what his wolf wanted and what his wolf craves for.