Ascian tried to push Mirela away as she bit him, it was the first time he felt the pain as she bit her. Her teeth pierced his skin too deep. He groaned again with the pain, soon he felt the pain in his chest slowly fading. She was healing him, but he didn't want her to. She just got her wolf back and if this happens like this her wolf will die forever.
"NO! Move!" using his all strength, he pushed her away and looked into her ocean blue eyes. They were covered with tears seeing him but ignoring him she again did the same thing. As her wolf woke up again, he felt the mate bond in them, it was just so fucking strong and his wolf was happy but he couldn't celebrate the happiness knowing that his heart was pierced by a silver bullet.
"Mirela…." he clenched his jaws, then caressed her hair wanting to stop her but she didn't even give a damn about his rejection towards what she was doing. Moving her hand, she placed it against the wound on his chest.
"Urgh….." he groaned painfully, she just slowly pushed her fingers into his wound and pulled the bullet out of him. Tears filled in his eyes, he couldn't bear the pain. He looked at Mirela and they way her body began to tremble as she healed him.
Her wolf always could heal him because of some unknown reason, her healing power was dangerously high when it comes to him. And now, she was healing his wound, ignoring that she was still weak and she needed time to make her wolf strong.
"Stop this.. Mirela, move away. You're killing yourself" she stopped what she was doing and looked into his eyes, while licking the blood on her lips. Staring at him for a while, she again lowered her head and bit his neck on his marking spot.
Both pleasure and pain rocked inside of him, he gritted his teeth and wrapped his arm around her waist pulling her to him. She was not letting him die and it was obvious. After she was done marking him, she took his hand and smiled brightly. Looking at her smile, he lowered his eyes and looked at her trembling body.
"Finally, done. Let's go Ascian, `` she said. Then he looked at Alex who was still standing far away and looking at them with weird eyes. After watching them for a while, he just turned and left. Seeing him leaving, Ascian also didn't want to chase after him.
He was the only one who was alive from his pack and everyone was dead. Ascian didn't kill them for nothing. He just killed them because those people were brutal, even a little kid. They killed animals and especially, they kidnapped small girls from other packs and raped them but maybe Alex didn't know anything about how heartless his pack members were.
Those people deserve death and by killing them, he wiped off an annoying thing from their world. Sometimes, Ascian couldn't understand why Alex was their leader and he will never know the reason for that. Letting out a deep sigh, he slowly got up from Mirela's support and looked at her already pale face.
"You will suffer Mirela, you know it. You didn't have to do it" he muttered looking into her eyes. Then she lowered her pale face and sighed. Then again looked up at him with a smile as she shook her head.
"It's okay. That suffering will be better than suffering without you" kissing his cheek, she muttered. Then she helped him to walk and get out of that place. He watched her as she walked and his heart was bleeding with the thing that she did for him. He can't endure the pain in his heart, even though it was not physical pain he couldn't endure it.
"Mirela, I love you.. I'm sorry for everything" she nodded at him with a smile. Her eyes were red and her face was turning as a white sheet but she was staying strong. Coming towards the boat, where his beta and others were, they got into it.
Ascian felt that he was already healed with his wound but his heart was aching seeing Mirela, she was getting weak and weak. Wrapping his arm around her waist, he pulled her to him. She giggled and pecked on his lips with her cold and pale lips. Resting her head against his shoulder, she drew circles on his palm.
"Well Ascian… She's completely gone now. I need to see Ahren as soon as possible before leaving" her eyes were filled with tears, his heart was stabbed by her words. His hands began to tremble. Not knowing what to say, he nodded at her.
"Drive faster.." he looked at his beta and ordered as the beta nodded and sped the boat to where they stopped their vehicles. Each second which passed made Mirela weak. He didn't move his eyes from her, he didn't have the heart to look away from her knowing that it would be the last time he sees her against his body like this.
"I love you.. Ascian" he heard her saying. Clenching his jaws along with his muscles, he hugged her even more tightly against his body, caressing her cold body, he kissed her head. His throat had become dry and he felt his eyes getting moist.
"I also love you but hold on. I'm not letting anything happen to you" he said looking at her, then she raised her face and smiled at him with a nod. Her smile was beautiful but filled with pain and fear. She was scared and he felt it.
"I know" she smiled and turned her face as she looked at the sea. Soon he felt the hand she was clutching his pants tightened. Her eyes reddened, she bit her lips looking at the calm and quiet sea.
Finally they arrived at their vehicles and Ascian picked up Mirela as he walked towards the jeep. Getting into the jeep, he placed her on his lap as she wrapped her arms around his neck and buried her face against his neck.
"Need to go as soon as possible. Hurry up" he roared looking at the beta. Then the jeep started and sped away. His heart was impatient, he needed to take her back and send her to the hospital but he was scared. Ahren was also waiting for her, and she also wanted to see Ahren. This is his real Mirela, her first priority was always Ahren and nothing else.
Caressing her back, he kissed her head. Looking out of the window of the jeep, he prayed to the moon goddess. He didn't want anything to happen to her, he just wanted to save her. His heart knew that she was dying in his arms already but he wasn't ready to let her go. He couldn't even marry her as he promised and he couldn't even do anything he said.
He didn't even have enough time to love her and cherish her, but she's already leaving. It was all because of him. If he didn't reject her that day something like this would never happen. Their lives must have changed in different ways. Maybe he would have more than one kid already. Forcing the pain in his heart back, he looked at her.
"Mirela… please.. Don't leave me" his voice was broken and filled with hurt. He waited for her answer but she didn't answer him. His heart collapsed, he took a deep breath and touched her cold face. He waited, he just waited patiently until she moved or reacted to his touch but nothing happened.
She was just burying her face against his neck while hugging him so tightly and nothing more. His eyes were suppressed by tears and he clutched the skirt of her dress tightly. He didn't want this to happen and he was just scared. How can something like this happen? No way, he's not letting her go and this thing happened to her because she used her life to heal him. Soon his wolf howled from pain as the bond between them completely broke.
"Please… talk.. To me"